Tuesday, June 30, 2009


I can not stand my family anymore. They are so phycodic! No joke.

Well, your probably wondering where all this is coming from. Well I have never got along with my family would you say great.

Anyways, today my dad was walking the dog in our yard or whatever and decided to try taking him off his chain. UH stupid idea our dog never listens to you on or off the chain so why would you make the stupid decision to let him off it? Of course he takes off and doesn't listen to my dad yelling at him to come back. We also have a ton of construction at our house at the moment due to them paving the highway. That dog is so dumb he would run in front of a car no sweat.

Anyways, I didn't work today so I rode in with Ryan when he came to work. Yeah I usually surf the net all day but what young adult doesn't. SO my dad shows up pissed off cause the dog ran away and he is yelling at me. I get pissed and go to where my mom works. Bad idea. She tells me to drive back out to our house, 10 miles out, to go find the stupid dog. I didn't have any gas so I tell her this. She says to have Ryan charge some where he works since he gets paid tomorrow. Yeah right Ryan hates that dog. So I go ask anyways and sure enough he says no he don't care what happens to that dog and if something does happen maybe then my mom will let him get the dog he wants since we have too many right now(we have one!).

So I just got back to my dad's shop and he shows up saying that one of our neighbors has caught him and are holding him. He asks me to go pick him up. I tel him the same thing I told my mom I don't have any gas. He gives me a $20. But I have to work off that money even though I'm doing him a favor and getting his stupid dog HE lost.

Anyways this is all around 11:30. Ryan goes to lunch at 12:00 and we only have one car. So if I go out to our house Ryan won't have a way for lunch so I decide to head up there to see what he wants me to do. He says wait till after he goes to lunch.

We go to lunch where my mom works and she starts in on me. I knew it was coming so I was ready. My brother had been out looking for the dog and he shows up at that time. I told my mom that i was going after I got done with lunch and that dad had given me $20 for gas. David says he will go out and get the dog instead.

Ryan and I get done with lunch go back to my dad's shop where Ryan was going to check his email until my dad shows up and kicks him off the computer and plays video games instead.
Ryan has to go back to work so i drop him off.

Little while later my dad shows back up from him leaving for a few seconds and I start getting my ass chewed. I get yelled at cause I didn't go get the dog and my stupid brother decides to leave the dog alone at our house inside. So I call Ryan and he says my mom is trying to get ahold of me so I call her. She starts yelling at me cause I never told her that dad gave me gas money and I didn't do what I was told. I told her I had told her but she is all bull shit. I say fine whatever and she goes on about how Ryan and I can't eat where she works anymore and don't ask her for favors anymore. I said count it mutual.

So I walk up to Ryan's job and tell him everything and he says that he had talked to my mom and she had hung up on him which she yells at us all the time for when we do it.
Ryan says he wouldn't be surprised if we just go pick up my dress and elope, which sounds like an awesome idea right now cause then I can move away from my phyco family

8 things about me

I am bored out of my mind and I saw this on Cami's page so I'm stealing it. Sorry Cami, hope you don't mind.

Crazy 8s
8 things I'm looking forward to:
  1. My wedding
  2. moving out of this hell hole
  3. seeing all my old friends
  4. starting my own life
  5. having my own place
  6. getting a new car
  7. vacation
  8. making my own decisions!

8 things I did yesterday:

  1. Slept in until 11:30
  2. watched T.V
  3. Feed my cats
  4. Tested for my high yellow belt in taekwondo
  5. ate pizza
  6. got 2 rings from an egg machine
  7. brushed my cat
  8. watched Ryan pin strip

8 Things I love:

  1. Ryan
  2. my 2 cute kitties
  3. my car(love hate)
  4. pizza
  5. food period
  6. swimming
  7. being with friends
  8. getting emails from my friends

8 books I like to read:

  1. Twilight
  2. New Moon
  3. Eclipse
  4. Breaking Dawn(I know I copied Cami)
  5. Marley and Me
  6. Dewey
  7. Multiple Blessings(just started)
  8. Harry Potter

8 Places I would love to visit:

  1. Ireland
  2. Italy
  3. Paris
  4. Hawaii
  5. Thailand
  6. Australia
  7. New Zealand
  8. Europe

8 people I tag:

  1. Cami
  2. Rocky
  3. Ryan
  4. Alexis
  5. Rachel
  6. Amanda
  7. Savannah
  8. Zach

8 jobs I would like to have:

  1. Eye Doctor
  2. Cake Decorator
  3. Babysitter
  4. Teacher
  5. Fashion Designer
  6. Secretary
  7. pet groomer
  8. vet tech

High Yellow Belt Testing

I had testing for my High Yellow betl last night. I think it went pretty good. I was probably a little more slompy then I would of liked but hey I got a little nervous. OK I was really nervous. I don't know why, I have known the moves for over 2 months and have done it a thousand times, no lie.

No I should get the belt no problem though. I think I will be really pissed though if I don't

Wedding Details So Far

Well things are slowly coming into place. I still have a long ways to go though. Here is a list of the things I have left to do:

  • Order the cake
  • Buy ring(s)
  • buy an aisle runner
  • buy the rest of the decorations
  • plan a menu
  • get my invitations back!
  • addresse everything
  • get my hair dyed
  • pick up my dress
  • buy Ryan's shoes
  • find tents for my food area
  • book the DJ for sure

I think thats the most of it. Here are the thing I have done:

  • Altered my dress
  • ordered Ryan's tux
  • Got table and chairs rented
  • Got backup reception area if it rains
  • bridesmaid dress bought
  • All my ceremony stuff bought(flowergirl basket, toasting glasses,etc.)
  • Have some decorations bought
  • wedding shoes bought
  • may have DJ booked
  • precher. (thank goodness)
  • flowergirl dress( didn't have to buy it though)
  • makeup all set for day of
  • pics taken
  • invitations lined up
  • photographer booked

I think thts everything I'm sure I'm missing something in both groups but it is so oerwhelming right now. I always wanted to be a wedding planner. Fuck that!!! Way too much stress.